days to sit, days to feel
days to work, days to heal
unprepared for the cold reality soon to be realized
a heart locked up the day you died
no time to feel, no time to cry
a loss so sudden there was no time for goodbyes
fist clenched, bloody ruthless anger ensued
not your fault that I am lost without you
you were always there, ready to guide me
unwavering security knowing you were watching behind me
I’ll try to lead the family so loosely stitched together
trials and tribulations not certain I can weather
some ties severed
can never be resolved
Tides of the Enigma 